Scattered Thoughts
I've been back from Africa for just over 7 weeks and I still am unsure of what to feel. In one way it feels like I was just there and in other ways Africa feels like such a long time ago - even though it wasn't. Since returning, it's been extremely challenging. I've struggled with a lot of guilt over spending money and how we live in Canada. This has consumed me. It's extremely challenging finding the balance between living in our western culture and living in a way that is honouring to our Father and the children in Africa, but hey I asked God to continue challenging me right? I've asked God to continue to break my heart for the things in Africa, but also for what is happening here in Canada. Returning home, I've found it difficult because my heart would love to still be in Africa and I hope to return in the future yet God has been challenging me to trust in Him. Trust that He has placed me in this season of my life for a reason. Trust that He knows exactly